13. thoughts

i have been spending the past few days with elayna. it's been nice.

things we have done:

-shopped. got a dress, a skirt, and a couple of pairs of shoes from urban outfitters--all on sale. i got a pair of sandals from anthropologie on sale as well, along with some bracelets from brass plum--3 for $10.

-ate. we have eaten so much goddamn food. 8 oz. (burger place), yogurtland, apple pan, farmer's market, chipotle, kokomo's, enzo's, bobaloca, paco's.

-slept. snuggled. taken pictures. etc.

and others:

-undie run was kind of amazing. i saw ucla in a completely different light, it seemed like a much happier and different place, a school i was actually proud to be a part of, friends i was happy to see.

-i've been exhausted and i haven't slept well in days. but i guess that's okay because it's summer.

-yesterday i saw a friend from high school who hadn't heard about my break-up. so i had to talk about that all over again and reliving it kind of sucked. yesterday was hard, today has been easier. it's a trend and it'll pass.

-i start my chic little devil internship on tuesday. i have to choose an outfit to make a good impression. the task seems absolutely daunting, as it's a style house and it seems practically impossible to dress the part.

-i'm still set on that mannin jewelry internship. i'll be emailing the woman shortly to see what her deal is. i want that internship, it was kind of made for me.

did i mention i'm tired?

12. spring//finals week

finals weekend/week was surprisingly...more than bearable. i actually have enjoyed the last few days:

friday//i moved out. that was surprisingly tiring but it felt so nice to say "peace out!" to the roomies. i left a few things there that i'm going have to pick up. after that, i came home with michelle in tow and we did our astronomy study guide. we went to stir crazy and got it done by like 9:30. then i did all my art history flashcards after she left and let's just say i was going a little mad.

saturday//probably the worst of these past couple of days, and not even that bad. i didn't do all that much studying (i had been really on top of it in the past week so i was able to chill) but a combination of shitty things kind of piled out. i ended my night with "drag me to hell," which i saw with my parents and sissy. although i was scared out of my mind while i was watching it, it was really well done and scary.

sunday//even though i had a final the next day, i did a lot on sunday. i went out to coffee with gigi, which was really nice. we walked over to stir crazy and talked to a strange guy, drank tea and felt the nice breeze. after that whoopi and ron picked me up and we went to wingstop. it was delicious! we brought it back to my house and watched the end of the laker game, which was exciting. then i booked it over to UCLA to pick up some cec people. we all went to yogurtland, the whole speakers staff from the year. joanne paid as a thanks to everyone, and we had a great time. i can't until i'm legit on staff next year. finally, i went the the 2N party that was being held at kip's apartment. it was wine and cheese, which was nice. but the party was a little lame, and i didn't get to see everyone i wanted. i did get to see my RAs, which was a lot of fun. me and michelle left around 12:30 and i got a good nights sleep before my final

monday//i had my astronomy final! i think it went well. i knew at least half of the questions for sure and i was able to make pretty educated guesses on the rest. i'll probably find out about it in the next couple days.

today//i had my art history final today, and i think it went really well! with each essay question i felt like i knew more and more about what the TA wanted from me. i know i'll get an A in the class. then i went to pick up laynie at the airport (after circling about 5 times around) and here we are, hanging out on my bed as if it hasn't been almost a year. ok yogurtland! byeee

10. note to self:

things to look forward to:

-interning at chic little devil style house: surrounded by high fashion designers, helping out with photoshoots, doing coffee runs, becoming familiar with downtown LA, getting spoiled/spending all my money on clothes, dressing cute for work, $200 to their style house at the end of the internship.

-elayna visiting: june 9th-14th, going to the beach, shopping, having bezzie time, late night talks and antics, ice cream runs, dressing cute wherever we go, stealing each other's clothes, seeing high school friends together.

-end of the year festivities: undie run with sarah and elayna, elayna meeting my ucla friends (aka 2N), thursday night party with the floor (just stopping by), MOVING OUT on friday.

-being out of school: moving out, having my own room (at home), all my clothes in one place, not having to worry about school, summer weather=summer wardrobe, interning, seeing friends, traveling (SB, SF, OC).

-living situation next year: living in a double, with one of my best friends, decorating it cute, having my own bathroom, meeting new people on my floor.

-meeting new people: CEC, my internships, 2S (in rieber), friends living in apartments.

see? top that.

9. --days

so i pretty much figured out what i have to do, and what i thought was right, was wrong. so oh well, that's okay.

i finish my freshman year in 9 days. i'm not really feeling nostalgic, or reflective. i'm just glad to be done with the emotionally draining year that i had. i'm trying to think back to my freshman year of high school, if it was this bad. i don't think it was but i do remember each year of hs getting better and better. so i look forward to improving my life in september.

until then, i have the summer to get through. internship, friends, etc. laynie is coming the day of my last final and i'm looking forward to that.

but let's just get through the last 9 days before anything.